I dreamt about my first girlfriend last night.I can not remember what happened in the dream exactly except some beautiful feeling.

I have not seen her for three years though we are so near that we can see each other everyday if we want.But I can't do that.Since we broke up,I always told myself that"I don't love her and just be friend with her."And then I would go to visit her.But every time I always found that I still loved her. 

Now,I also feel that I don't love her any more.But,should I go to see her?I don't know.