Today when I was in drug store buying eyedrop,a salewomen began to recommend me a kind of vanishing cream which treated whelk.I told her I didn't need one,she said there were some whelks on my face.And I said,"I am not a girl."she replied,"Although,you should care for your image."

I knew she meaned I was so slovenly.I didn't angry with her,because she told me truth.Look at myself.I haven't had my hair cut for half of year,I always wear clothes which are old-fashioned.My house have not been cleaned since this monday.I guess that if it were not because of my eye disease,I would not wash my face too.Why am I so now?I used not to like this.When I was in high school,my classmate usually called me hemi-girl which nearly became my nickname because I always looked myself in a mirror.

Now I'm different.It is because,I think,I turn to focus on work and study instead of my face. I don't know whether this change is good for me,but now,I have to clean my house now.