This is even a tragical day for me.

For one thing,the damn cancer attack my teacher and friend who teaches me the history of the comtemporary literature.Just some weeks ago,we were having breakfast on the same table.But now,he is sleeping in hospital without knowing his real illness.My whole class decided today that we were going to visit him on next wednesday.I'm looking for doing that but at the same time I'm afraid I can not bear to see him in pain.I can't continue on it because I feels so hard.I just want to make a request for your aid,please pray to god that let the respectable teacher convalesce.I hope if the number of people who pray is huge,god will hear the prayer.

I got the news from my another teacher.Before that,I am not very happy too.This morning,I told some of my classmates that I began to translate some sinologists' English brief introductions and would send them to my Chinese blog.I wanted to let them glad by sharing my happiness.But they don't.A hour ago, a girl told me that some guys had gossipped me.They thought that I was boasting English and jeering at that they didn't.That's right,in their minds,I was always a pride jerk.But you know?I never feel that I'm better than them,I really never.

Ok!let me be happy!Like the cute dasoulofspring's saying,no matter how beautiful and smart you are,if you are not able to offer that water(smile) to people, as a person, you are the worst.I hope tomorrow when I stand on front of mirror,a smile will appear on my face.